The kids game hide and seek is so much fun, only when you are a kid.
Playing the same game as adult is so daunting.
As adults, you want to hide to know who will seek you, who will want you and who will do everything to find you. But you also fear, what if no one will seek you, no one will miss you and no one will want you. What if you are forgotten about completely?
The other side to it is that as adults sometimes you just have to hide and when no one comes to seek you, you have to come out of your hiding pretending that you were never playing the game.
And if someone does seek you, reach out to you and tell you that they are there for you; you become theirs, you will do everything for them.
But any which way, the game is no fun as adults. These times you wish you never grow up.